It really really sucks that my dog had to die for every one (mainly my mother) to realize how amazing she was and how much she meant to me. It makes me even more sad to deal with it all. I just don’t even know what to feel anymore. I really don’t. Hearing everyone talk about it every day makes me want to shoot myself. But unfortunately, I don’t have a gun. Of course I don’t want to forget her, but I also don’t want to keep talking about all of the heartbreaking decisions over and over again. I’m already trying my hardest on my own to survive without her.
Now it’s official that I have no one. I mean who else really gives a fuck about me? All my shitty friends could careless and my family makes me sick. Hopefully it will get better as the days go by. There’s no doubt that life is pretty shitty right now….is anyone willing to talk to me to make me feel better, give me advice… anything? Who am I kidding right?
It’s crazy how only two days can change your life forever.
I just watched a video about two girls from santaluces high school in florida who posted a racist video and its sad to say it, but the actuality is that we still live in a world of inequality and its up to parents to do everything in their power to provide their children with knowledge. People think its an issue they can just overlook because we don’t openly have segregation anymore but it still lurks around. Its just sad… I feel so sorry for those little girls. To have that kind of hate in your heart must become a heavy burden over time. I think people should just learn to just be thankful and love life period without having to be like that.
I think people look so cute when they laugh
Zac really should sing more. His voice gives me lady bonerssss
would anyone care if I deleted this blog?
I’m thinking about deleting it and starting a new one..


